I give up!!

Okay so i thought it would be fun and good past time blogging and stuff...but the truth is i give up! i mean lets face it...i duck at story making!! sure i can make up good stories...IN MY MIND...but conveying?? mhhmmm not my department. plus who is gonna read my shit anyway?? i mean there's J.K Rowling and Stephenie Meyer nd Meg Cabot and God knows who...people would obviously prefer reading their stories. mine are like dum. honestly i started this blogging business to be able to earn money...until i found out that there's something call ad sens which u need to apply for and it can even get rejected...which in my case did happen, one reason there are so many white blocks all over the website. And honestly...i DO need money okay. my pocket money is or was i rather say 500. until i got into such deep debts that i had to force my dad to raise it to 1000. Even in that. i cant do ANYTHING!i mean my wallet balance is what? 60 rupees? and i owe my friend around 700 and something rupees. M doomed i say. And on top of that I'm making plans with every other person i find. Anyway...since I have totally ruined my story and all I'm thinking of just taking out my bharas on the blog (most of you might not know what that mean...)...but who cares...i don't even have any followers yet! Except one, who is basically a friend. I hope the name of the blog goes though...let me know if i should change it!